Ashamed to Love Bareback Porn


Ashamed to Love Bareback Porn

By James Matteo

I have this friend who yells out overused gay porn sayings — hell yeah man, fuck me harder, breed my ass — to get a good laugh at parties. He even puts on this deep husky voice, the kind of voice that takes years of chain smoking to perfect. People always find it hilarious, but I never do. Nothing gets me off faster than watching some slurring muscle-heads fuck each other raw, especially when they're whimpering “Breed my ass!”

Everything about bareback porn, from the low ominous music to the skull graphics, raises my blood pressure tenfold. Hell, I can feel my heart beating harder just writing about it. I know what those guys are doing is incredibly stupid but I couldn't care less. It turns me on, it gets me off, and it scares the shit out of me. But I'll never actually get fucked raw. Right?

Recently I've noticed that when I have sex, I fantasize the guy fucking me isn't wearing a condom. I mean I know he is, I put it on his dick myself and checked it three times. But it's fun to pretend.

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The first time I watched bareback porn I was horrified. I had always been told this was something gay men shouldn’t do. The more I watched though, the more jealous I became. I wish I could get fucked raw by some hot stranger in a hotel room. I want spontaneous sex. I want fearless sex. I want sex that feels like something I’m enjoying rather than something I’m protecting myself from.

Every week on XVideos I see another famous porn actor ditching condoms. Bareback porn isn’t just older men with shaved heads and tattoos anymore. It’s mature jocks with chiseled backs and young guys with trendy haircuts. You’ve got to wonder how these guys approach raw sex with such callous disregard. Is it empowerment — or just entertainment? I’m not sure.

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